Friday, December 14, 2007

My Devil.

Am Empty Mind is a Devils Workshop!!!
Oh Yes it is! Adding to it I believe that the devil in my mind is the ultimate epitome (Ya ya... I know everybody feels that way). But My Devil Strongest (Coz this is my blog). Gosh!!! Its so much fun when I have a lot of things to do. I love myself then. People around me love me too (alirght, I am being self obsessed). But I need to put my devil to sleep. I am just trying to sing a lullaby. (Bear Me).
God help the Devil’s imagination. She can think crazy (I am a female, My devil cant be male). I am sure she possesses the ultimate destruction weapon. Damn its self destructive (I over exaggerate again). But she does keep pricking at my weaknesses( no I am not publishing them) Working as a software engineer (I love my job), I love the work I do. So whenever I am doing it My Devil falls into coma, not even sleep. Plus I know the exact words which pulls her out of it : “Mujhe Bore ho raha hai.” It seems to have a profound effect on her. Its instant awakening. And she is so active, she does not waste a single moment and starts using her weapon right way (Damn Her).
I must confess that I never realized why at times I behaved like a horrible child. I kept chanting the mantra and the Devil kept getting stronger. But I turned out to be stronger than that duh! Now I know the cause and effect. I need to keep doing things I like. The best part is there are a lot of things I like (self obsession again?.. Naah). Writing being one of them.
This post is a result of this happy realization. My Devil is back in coma. Hurray!!!
[Aint it cool? A few lines and She is off to sleep. Well today I just didn’t have any workto do. So I blurted out the horrible words. But I have found out the antibody for it. I am on the look out for a permanent vaccination]

1 comments:

ME! said...

hahah that was a good one..
i actually am thinking of making it tougher for u to deal wid this devil.. (my devil working now)..
when this devil is @ work, wat does it do?point out ur problems?
then getting involved in work, u ignore them.. right?
but some1 rightly said
"ignoring doesnt solve a problem, it only makes it come back with greater intensity some other day.."

so dont put this devil off to sleep... kill it.. else when it wakes up ever, gonna come back wid greater intensity..

but honestly, raji w/o the devil???? nahi re raji.. devil ke saath jyada acchi hai tu...:)

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